Honestly

Watchin' me let you go

They be like, "Ace, I love you, " I tell 'em

"Don't call me" (Don't call me)

Tell 'em it's fuck it and sayin' it often (Fuck it)

I'm tryna survive, instead

I'm drownin' (Instead, I'm drownin')

You blowin' my high

please get from 'round me (Get from 'round me)

I don't want you honestly (I don't want you honestly)

Look what you have done, broken me (Yeah)

I'm smilin', but deep inside, I'm empty

Fightin' depression, I'm defeated

Fightin' to hold on, but it ain't easy (Fightin' to hold on)

I feel dumb, tryna believe you, but you leave me (Uh)

How you on my team when you believin' other people?

(Believin' other people)

Why they ain't tell me that they love me

right after they say they need me? (Uh)

Sleepin' in my grandma Barbara house

scared in the basement (Scared in the basement)

She the first one who made me believe I wasn't basic

I fell in love with our conversations

That's when I notice I'm filled with hatred

I'm far away with no transportation (No transportation)

All alone on this road with no destination (No destination)

High from my lifestyle when they fascinated

I think I was more happier when I wasn't able

Watched my eyes cry a river when nobody was

there to wipe 'em (Nobody was there to wipe 'em)

Baby, I'm so broken

but ready to wife you (Ready, ready, I'm ready, oh)

Think my hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go

(The hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go)

I'm givin' you my all

feel like it wasn't enough (Wasn't enough)

Tryna prove that I love you, I started changin' myself

Fillin' my body up with drugs, it got me abusin' myself

When you opened up my journal, think you read I was hell

And the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go

(Swear the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go)

And the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go

(And the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go)

And I apologize for my excuses (I apologize)

I overcame every obstacle (I beat it)

I done went and beat everything they

thought was impossible (Seemed impossible)

'Cause of my gun, I'm on point

I'm stayin' dangerous (I'm stayin' dangerous)

I want him dead, I'm sendin' killers

from every angle (From every angle)

These streets scarred me bad and it hurt (And it hurt)

My dog crossed me, hope it was worth it (Why you do that?)

Bae, when we was arguin', said some things that was hurtful

Can you take it back?

(Yeah, can you take it back?)

And the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go

(And the hardest part ever was watchin' you let me go)

yeah

And the hardest part ever was watchin' you let me go

(And the hardest part ever was watchin' me let you go)

And the hardest part ever was watchin' you let me go