Survivors guilt but I'm still drownin'
MM
Fake niggas come around me
MM
Hate feelin' lonely but I like to be alone

I go home and then my home don't feel like home no more
They throwin' stones
But then those stones don't break my bones no more
I just wanna get some money
I just wanna feed my family
I don't even get offended
when these niggas come and doubt me
Come and clown me
Come around me but they really not my friends
Got me all up in my feelings
Got me cryin' on the gram
'Cause I thought that they was fam'
Transparent with the fans
Yeah, I know it's God's plan
What it's like to be a man
They don't understand

Who rides for me
It's hard to see
It's got a hold on me but
I think it's time to keep it real

I need someone who understands
Don't care about money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think I'm losin' faith
Sometimes, sometimes
Keep gettin' closer to the edge
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
It feels like I be needin' therapy
I talk to God sometimes
I wonder if he's hearin' me
Oh, God
I don't need no friends
I got my family, they gon ride or die
Don't need no hoe
Got my lil boy, I'll work s nine to five
Lord knows
I smile, but I still cry inside
yeah I'm tired, but I'm tryin'

I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone who understands
Don't care about the money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think I'm losin' faith
Sometimes, sometimes
Keep gettin' closer to the edge
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am