It's not supposed to feel right And broken at the same time A thousand lights that dance Out of my heart to you each time
What do you have to ask me Maybe then you don't feel The thousand pins and needles That I feel near you each time
It's just my mouth It's just a word And what is that How does it hurt How does it hurt
I'm not supposed to need what I've never had to know it A thousand thoughts that crawl Out of the dark to lie with me
I'm not supposed to say it The way my head replays it A thousand words and none of them That I can say out loud But out loud is how I feels Is what you hide Just as real Just as real