Used to count the minutes down to five
Start the whip and drive
Was going fast, but I felt left behind
There's something 'bout tobacco fields
and the changing weather
That spark these melodies inside my mind
Remember at my grandma's house?
Back on Holden Ave
The lonely nights I spent recording raps
The younger me ain't know it then, how I'd see it now
I still wish I could go back just to say, "I'm proud"
Man, this start to give me chills, all the miles passed
Stomach turning, I think I'm hypochondriac
Hitting me like Kung Fu, got mе falling flat
Make me wanna call up Chris, Desеrae and Jack
Nostalgic I still know their numbers, wonder if they wonder
I got ice around my wrist, it's been a colder summer
Moved into a new place, but I miss the other

And I miss all those are you up texts
that you'd always send too late
Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away
Then the town that you used to call
home started feeling like a new place
Like a new place, like a new place
Still carrying the memories we made in my heart
like a suitcase

Trying not to go jaded
My friends are going downtown
The burnt whiskey's nice tasting
When the cold of winter comes around
Days get heavy, I know that
I'm holding on with a smile
These tired eyes just won't roll back
I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy
Head spinning like a CD
Guess I can't hold back
All the words wanna speak my mind freely
When I feel it so deeply, so deeply

Honestly, my life is tiffer now, always stressing out
I made some money, but got no one around
I guess it's true, the things they said
It's lonely at the top
Worked so much, but lately I've been wondering for what
Still count the minutes down to five
Start to whip and drive back
Listen back to all these songs I write
Who I am as a memory, one I barely know
I'm so grateful for this shit, but damn, I'm feeling lost
Something like a zombie, was bitten by a dream
Haven't made it
but I found myself somewhere between
the life that I used to have
And the one I don't
The parts of me I'm scared to change
'Cause it's all I know, miscalculated all the costs
Think I lost the plot
Barely recognize myself, I'm calling out to God
Overlook who's there for me
For the ones who're not

And I miss all those are you up texts
that you'd always send too late
Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away
Then the town that you used to call
home started feeling like a new place
Like a new place, like a new place
Still carrying the memories we made in my heart
like a suitcase

Trying not to go jaded
My friends are going downtown
The burnt whiskey's nice tasting
When the cold of winter comes around
Days get heavy, I know that
I'm holding on with a smile
These tired eyes just won't roll back
I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy
Head spinning like a CD