Used to count the minutes down to five

Start the whip and drive

Was going fast, but I felt left behind

There's something 'bout tobacco fields

and the changing weather

That spark these melodies inside my mind

Remember at my grandma's house?

Back on Holden Ave

The lonely nights I spent recording raps

The younger me ain't know it then, how I'd see it now

I still wish I could go back just to say, "I'm proud"

Man, this start to give me chills, all the miles passed

Stomach turning, I think I'm hypochondriac

Hitting me like Kung Fu, got mе falling flat

Make me wanna call up Chris, Desеrae and Jack

Nostalgic I still know their numbers, wonder if they wonder

I got ice around my wrist, it's been a colder summer

Moved into a new place, but I miss the other

And I miss all those are you up texts

that you'd always send too late

Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away

Then the town that you used to call

home started feeling like a new place

Like a new place, like a new place

Still carrying the memories we made in my heart

like a suitcase

Trying not to go jaded

My friends are going downtown

The burnt whiskey's nice tasting

When the cold of winter comes around

Days get heavy, I know that

I'm holding on with a smile

These tired eyes just won't roll back

I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy

Head spinning like a CD

Guess I can't hold back

All the words wanna speak my mind freely

When I feel it so deeply, so deeply

Honestly, my life is tiffer now, always stressing out

I made some money, but got no one around

I guess it's true, the things they said

It's lonely at the top

Worked so much, but lately I've been wondering for what

Still count the minutes down to five

Start to whip and drive back

Listen back to all these songs I write

Who I am as a memory, one I barely know

I'm so grateful for this shit, but damn, I'm feeling lost

Something like a zombie, was bitten by a dream

Haven't made it

but I found myself somewhere between

the life that I used to have

And the one I don't

The parts of me I'm scared to change

'Cause it's all I know, miscalculated all the costs

Think I lost the plot

Barely recognize myself, I'm calling out to God

Overlook who's there for me

For the ones who're not

And I miss all those are you up texts

that you'd always send too late

Same shit just a new day, you grew wings then you flew away

Then the town that you used to call

home started feeling like a new place

Like a new place, like a new place

Still carrying the memories we made in my heart

like a suitcase

Trying not to go jaded

My friends are going downtown

The burnt whiskey's nice tasting

When the cold of winter comes around

Days get heavy, I know that

I'm holding on with a smile

These tired eyes just won't roll back

I'm thinking this much is so easy, so easy

Head spinning like a CD