Does it feel like this forever

unsure where I'm supposed to aim

Always searching for a reason, it's the same as yesterdays

There's a place inside this moment

So familiar but strange

I was scared to be a burnout

but now I'm burning all the same

Kicked around, yeah

These thoughts inside my brain Im tripping out

Hard to catch my breath, it's such a joke

I'm almost 30 now, thinking fast, life come faster

Changing when you turn around

Drawning on this canvas is a blur

Pain splatter it's residual

Learning type is more visual

She told me that shе loved me

But she hatеs it when I'm cynical, I hate it too

Kiss me take away my wounds

If everything monotonous

I wonder if I'm living

Am I too afraid to lose my life? yeah

Used to living on the edge

I'm not living on the edge

Better following these rules in life

I turn my heart into this lead

Made some scribbles in my bed like

Like

Does it feel like this forever

unsure where I'm supposed to aim

Always searching for a reason, it's the same as yesterdays

There's a place inside this moment

So familiar but strange

I was scared to be a burnout

but now I'm burning all the same

Legs grow tired trying to walk this way

I can't stop looking down from the edge

And my eyes don't blink, trying to shine in your things

always wishing I was there instead

Am I right, am I wrong, hate deciding on my own

I can feel a couple pages full of lead

Is it a gift or a curse

could the time make it worse

all these thoughts swirling around in my head, yeah

Does it feel like this forever

unsure where I'm supposed to aim

Always searching for a reason, it's the same as yesterdays

There's a place inside this moment

So familiar but strange

I was scared to be a burnout

but now I'm burning all the same

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

But now I'm burning all the same

Yeah