All of my old friends are living in caskets

Tryna escape that life they're in

All they want is a little forgiveness

Gettin' high just to pass time

Can't eat, can't sleep, took up smoking weed

On my own, tryna find a little peace

Goddamn, why you bringing me to my knees

Goin' back tryna find some purpose

I ain't myself when I ain't hurting

Making me feel so goddamn worthless

Darling, I got a savior complex

Now we are smoking to get high

Smoking and wastin' time

Drinking to get by

We wasted half our life

Well, I'm stuck, holding onto things I thought I let go

And I fucked, pretending you're someone I don't know

Oh, I can't let it go

Can't eat, can't sleep, took up smoking weed

On my own, tryna find a little peace

Goddamn, why you bringing me to my knees

I'm going back tryna find some purpose

I ain't myself when I ain't hurting

Making me feel so goddamn worthless

Darling, I got a savior complex

Uh-uh-oh-woah-oh

Can't eat, can't sleep, 'cause I overthink

Can't move a thing, can't even catch a blink

Can't eat, can't sleep, 'cause I'm a hypocrite

Telling you to quit all the same shit I did