Left your house like I always do
Overwhelmed and only half confused
You didn’t chase me like I thought you would
Four flights of stairs, you had the time
Cried to Maya, made my mind up
She said I won't last a month
And I'd love to prove her wrong
But I know it might hurt too much

If I never see you again
If I never find out how it ends
If I don't call and we stop talking
I won't make it out alive
If I never see you again

Five weeks from now I could be over you
A friend of a friend says that's all it takes
It's not a fact but I have hope
if I don't try I'll never know
And I'd love to prove it right
but I don't have the guts to go

'Cause what if I never see you again?
If I never find out how it ends
If I don't call and we stop talking
I won't make it out alive
If I never see you again

I wouldn't make it out, I wouldn't wanna
It's all I think about, I'm getting tired
You're always dragging me under
Only a couple weeks and I'll get better
It's only fair to you, I'll leave a letter behind
So that you never forget me

If I never see you again
I already know how this will end
I won't call and we'll stop talking
And maybe we'll be better off
If I never see you again