Left your house like I always do

Overwhelmed and only half confused

You didn’t chase me like I thought you would

Four flights of stairs, you had the time

Cried to Maya, made my mind up

She said I won't last a month

And I'd love to prove her wrong

But I know it might hurt too much

If I never see you again

If I never find out how it ends

If I don't call and we stop talking

I won't make it out alive

If I never see you again

Five weeks from now I could be over you

A friend of a friend says that's all it takes

It's not a fact but I have hope

if I don't try I'll never know

And I'd love to prove it right

but I don't have the guts to go

'Cause what if I never see you again?

If I never find out how it ends

If I don't call and we stop talking

I won't make it out alive

If I never see you again

I wouldn't make it out, I wouldn't wanna

It's all I think about, I'm getting tired

You're always dragging me under

Only a couple weeks and I'll get better

It's only fair to you, I'll leave a letter behind

So that you never forget me

If I never see you again

I already know how this will end

I won't call and we'll stop talking

And maybe we'll be better off

If I never see you again