I'm happy for you, I'm smiling for you I'd do anything for you, for you It's always for you and never for me And I need it to stop so let me tell you please I'm always sad and, I'm always lonely But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly Closes doors, locked in, no keys Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease And I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but My feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal