You know when you're addicted
um you don't like the word addicted
You know you tend to back up from it, oh no I'm not
That was the start of me starting to face up to the fact
That I was addicted, you know it
You don't think you do, 'cause you don't like
To think about it

You know when you're addicted, um
It was a help for me
You know when you're addicted, um
You think, well at least she knows now
You know and also, I felt that, you know
She was gonna be my future wife
And I mean that she probably wouldn't help me
When I'm in the situation I was

So Steph, after you had sex with the patient
Future wife

To think about it