Could it have been painless?

Is a question I think about all the time

Still I don't know what I was thinking, no

When I let you into my life

I know it wasn't worth it but I did it anyway

I couldn't say the words to your face

So I wrote them down instead

I wanna remember it as it was

And forget about what it's been, yeah

And keep that memory inside of my head

I wanna leave it alone but I don't know if I can

If only you had never done wrong

you could always be right in my head

I wanna leave it alone, I don't know if I can

If only I was where you belong

you could always stay right in my head

And I can't help but reminisce

Knowing all the things you did wrong

Building you a door in my wall

Can we just go back to when you were the one

That fell for me, wanted me

Are you still that one?

I know it wasn't worth it but I did it anyway

I couldn't say the words to your face

So I wrote them down instead

I wanna remember it as it was

And forget about what it's been

And keep that memory inside of my head

I wanna leave it alone but I don't know if I can

If only you had never done wrong

you could always be right in my head

I wanna leave it alone, I don't know if I can

If only I was where you belong

you could always stay right in my head

It's out of my control no I can't change you

If only you knew how hard it's been for me to shake you

It's out of my control no I can't change you

If only you knew how hard it's been for me to shake you

I wanna leave it alone but I don't know if I can

If only you had never done wrong

you could always be right in my head

I wanna leave it alone, I don't know if I can

If only I was where you belong

you could always stay right in my head