Dear God I'm writing this letter to you Cause I come included Can you help me?
I'm sitting here simply trying to figure out What my life's all about Can you show me?
I never wanted to be The person you see Can you tell me who I am? I always wanted to die But you kept me here alive Is the more to who I am?
I lie awake conducting this symphony That you have gifted to me But I can ever sleep Don't be mad but I get weak inside And I start to fall apart Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be The comic relief Can you show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born Can you tell me who I am
I never wanted to be this person you see But thank you
Oh, God, please tell me now Are you disappointed? Are you proud? Haven't I done everything, everything?
I'm so sorry I'm so weak And I'll turn into a freak But I don't know anything, anything
But I've lost all self esteem From burying everything Still and I feel nothing, nothing
Oh, God, please tell me now Please tell me now Cause I feel nothing