My first love
killed himself
my life ended
it's been a hell
just one bullet
in a shell
thank you for nothing
and I'll tell

I'm not alive
I don't even try
to hide
my tears
my fears
I think
that I'm not really here

baby baby please
you don't need to speak
just look at me
and your eyes will tell me

I miss the old days
I'm floating on my back
I'm hoping that you're okay
all I need to know is that

I'm feeling like a ghost
die young never growing up
I promise you I'm losing my fucking hope x2

I'm not alive
I don't even try
to hide
my tears
my fears
I think
that I'm not really here
that I'm not really here
that I'm not really here
not really here
not really here