Left Georgia for Tennessee when I was eighteen Met a girl named Tuesday who shined her light on me She was five foot nine with a storm in her eyes And of all the shoulders on which She could've cried she picked mine
Now I wish that I hadn't stepped down and lied When I acted like it was nothing to me And if I could only go back in time I'd rewrite our whole story
Well her mama caught wind that her daughter's friend Might be of the wrong persuasion Next thing I know her mama's callin tellin her daughter Just the thought of it made her sick over the toilet Instead of backin me up Tuesday melted right down Asked me to write her mother and say sorry for the confusion That of course there'd been no sin And to emphasize how much I loved Jesus and men
How I wish that I hadn't stepped down and lied When I acted like it was nothing to me ‘Cause that night for the first time I took a knife To the paper thin skin on my arms Oh my Lord, oh my Christ, is this the end? I heard myself cry from the tile The darkness of eternal night started closin in And I thought surely no future exists
Tuesday, now I hardly think of you But when I do I think only of shame And girl I tell ya if I could do it again I sure as hell wouldn't do it the same
No I cannot believe that I stepped down and lied I should have told you I loved you And now I know that your shame was not mine And I am perfect in my Lord's eyes
For a decade I let you live in my head But with this exorcism I put our story to bed And one more thing, if you hear this song Tell your mama she can go suck an egg