I'm not tired but I'll sleep to make my parents happy

They'll eat their words and wipe

their mouths using a dirty napkin

And it won't matter what they say once I start doing taxes

And even when I'm not at school I'll always have to mask it

Might overstimulate with shows to stop thinking of passing

Get lost in cartridges and screens

so I can smile and laugh I think

I'll run away but never leave my room so there's no baggage

Trust me, I don't need reminding

hide my things from the past

If that's not what you wanted then I shouldn't say that

Next time I think I'll be quiet, didn't mean to make you mad

It's just like yestеrday but yesterday I wasn't as sad

I'm not a pest at lеast I hope I'm not

tell me if you're mad

Losing my mind over a tweet that makes me think of my dad

I know I'm not what he wanted, I know he can't try again

Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again

Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again

Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again

Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again

Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again

(Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again)

(Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again)

(Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again)

(Sorry I'm not what you wanted, I know you can't try again)