Turned upside down and inside out No one to blame is nobody's fault Me, suffocated by my emptiness You, fading away with no regrets
Feeling strangled by my own pain Body is aching and my soul screaming in vain Breathless like under water grasping Quicksand of time shaking and dragging
Life in the dust hanging by a thread Life is so frail I know I'm already dead My eyes wide open and all I see is black I look ahead and all I see is my past instead
I don't want to open my heart anymore I'm afraid of whom is lurking behind the door Another page to turn, another turn on the winding road Another mountain to climb, another wall to blow
I'm brewing my disgust and my own poison To feed the liars, the false and the traitors I shine the dark into the light Fear of the night no longer fright
Inside my soul is crumbling my eyes are dry longing for a tear Every day that goes by I believe that this is what I most feared Have you here so closeto me and let you slide Looking at you so far from me instead of having you by my side