Two years now and I'm alone again
Close your eyes and count to ten and tell me
How the hell you've been?
"I'll be okay: I promise and I swear. "
As they open up I ask abruptly
"When? And why? And where? "
I found the shoulder
I found the closest one

Confessed my fears and that it's done
I can't stare at the ceiling anymore
As the story goes, we always know that when it rains it pours
I had a life and I had friends
I miss all of them

I stare at the picture on my sill from opening day
The times that were a thrill
Coughing heavy from the habit I should've quit
I wonder if I did if it would've helped a little bit
I paced the places and the hallways where we'd meet
Hoping one day you'd come my way and sweep me off my feet