(I spend most of my days, and most of my nights Chasing tomorrow.)
I hate the things I do And all the shit I put you through It's tragic, I'm static I am the world's worst, I am my own worst enemy And I hate me Most days, I can't believe I'm still here Most day's, I'm surprised
You want a new life I wanna do what's right by you But I can't seem to get my shit together Not ever, no matter how hard I try I never seem to get it right
I'm sick of having you depend on me Because I'll let you down like I always do I am the world's worst, I am my own worst It's crazy you stuck with me Most day's I can't believe you're still here Most days, I heard you cry
And through all the times we've had I never saw what you saw in me Through all the times we've tried I could never be what you needed of me But I wish, I were I still remember how I made you feel Once upon a time