I've been sitting on a secret And I don't think I can keep it anymore I've been hiding out in Northern California Where nobody knows who I was before Where they won't judge in the morning
We were counting down, the music stopped We were waiting for the ball to drop I closed my eyes and I leaned in I kissed a boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear And it wasn't on your bingo card this year Well, it wasn't on mine I fell in love And it wasn't with who I thought it would be And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me His lips were soft I had no choice, I kissed a boy
Laying my cards on the table I'll admit I don't know how to label it (oh) You can think that I'm a hypocrite, that's cool I'm just following my heart, is what it is (Mm) And only time will tell
If I will or won't do this again Maybe I've changed or maybe it's just him But I leaned in and kissed a boy
And I know it's not what you wanted to hear (oh) And it wasn't on your bingo card this year Well, it wasn't on mine I fell in love (I feel in love) And it wasn't with who I thought it would be (oh) And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me His lips were soft I had no choice, I kissed a boy