They left me here abandoned
I feel like I'm stranded
They say I'm better off without 'em
'Cause I never really fill in
They tell me go and let your life end
Could it be darker than in my head?
They say: "Why you never fight back? "
I let it go 'cause I already know

It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again
It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again

Too many times I've held back
And left the necessary unsaid
But I know you wouldn't notice
If I told you what the truth is
So I yell it in your face loud
Your hate is nothing more than self-doubt
And I don't need to fight back
I let it go 'cause I already know

It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again
It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again

It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again
It's gonna be okay, I push it all away
'Cause I'm gonna be on top again
And when my world is down, I'm turning it around
Then I'm gonna be on top again