Chasin' after pieces of the mind that I broke
(Heard she's newly wed, heard she loves your new bed)
(Is it all in my head, I think I'm seein' red)

Gave you every part of me
'Til you tore the rest
Dealt with every casualty
Believed you were the best
And now that we've broken up and settled down
It's gonna spiral and come back around
Hit me where it hurts
'Til I bleed out

Chasin' aftеr pieces of the mind that I brokе
Search for what was missin' because I'm still not whole

I ain't got nothin but envy
Jealous of myself and the way I look
Jealous over'chiever stayin' overbooked
Jealous of the stars makin hits before me
Man, I'm empty
Jealous of the models who never eat
Jealous of my own insecurities
Honestly, I wish I could be happy
But I ain't feelin nothin but envy

Took a scroll down Instagram
Just to remind myself, I gotta play pretend
Just to remind myself, I'm not built like the rest
A reminder that'll play over inside my head
To all the men I used to date
Hope you enjoy my nudes while you masturbate
Wish I could leave this hellish state
But my confidence is wanin', I'm not well today

Heard she's a newly wed (New ring)
Heard she loves your new bed (New thing)
Is it all in my head? (New fling)
I think I'm seeing red
I wanna start a fight (Alright)
Let's do another night (Tonight)
I need a fuckin' light (Moonlight)
It's killing me inside

Chasin' after pieces of the mind that I broke
Search for what was missin' because I'm still not whole

I ain't got nothin but envy
Jealous of myself and the way I look
Jealous over'chiever stayin' overbooked
Jealous of the stars makin hits before me
Man, I'm empty
Jealous of the models who never eat
Jealous of my own insecurities
Honestly, I wish I could be happy
But I ain't feelin nothin but envy

Heard she's a newly wed (New ring)
Heard she loves your new bed (New thing)
Is it all in my head? (New fling)
I think I'm seeing red
I need a fuckin' light (Alright)
It's killing me inside