Feeling afraid of falling down a second past

I need you to say you know that it's just in my head

What would I do?

The feelings seem so consequential

I know you don't mean it

And I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way

Older, I'm bipolar

And the weather's getting colder

Reading the news, you know I just can't grasp it

Try not to lose it and use it like I used my meds

Craving the day where I don't have to feel like this

I know you don't mean it

And I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way

You're older I'm not sober

And the weather's getting colder

Need you to stay, you make me better

Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter

I'll write you a letter

Feeling kind of free

I know you know me

But then I know myself

Oh, it's strange you feel this way

You're older I'm not sober

And the weather's getting colder

Need you to stay, you make me better

Easy to say, but I'll write you a letter

I'll write you a letter