I've seen it for myself

Weighing down

Rupturing sternums, remains unsound

Lower the curtains at once

What if I could drop this?

Find another way to cope with all of these impulses

All these false hints, still my conscience is obnoxious

It's a wrong fit, I'm repulsively in love with just a pulse

Living dishonestly, a pulp of my humanity is chasing me

A sudden change of heart creates a force that breaks apart

The walls of everything that I've involved myself with

Harm my health and caused obstructions

Never resolving the way we've lost

Under the watch of an armless clock counting on me to revert

But this time nothing connects

My sense of ambition with a sufficient cause

Am I just wasting my life

With a futile gamble, I could never conquer?

As I ponder this, the water is arising up above my neck

And starting to enthrall me with

the threat of you just swallowing

A steady stream of flames to add some pain

The numbing aches throughout

preventing the punishment I require

I desire highs and fire

Gives me the feeling of euphoric associations of revulsion

Feeding me into abyss!

It has to be something to relate

Rapidly, I articulate a phrase to actively convolve

Passively, I'll do what I'm told

But procrastinate until the very last moment

I hold to encapsulate everything that folds

It's not half the pain of having to accept

I'm growing older

In time, we'll be back to the unknown

Where it's fine to be the kind

of being one would not condone

To negotiate anything at all

Printed finely beneath you

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's signed: Silence is golden

It's