The bags under my eyes get deeper

and I've become such a light sleeper

Anymore, I'll stay awake on my knees, I can't ignore

For so long I self-medicated

I think it's because I never felt validated

I thought I was losing my mind

but this world was never so kind to me

I was always told to put my faith in God, but God isn't here

God isn't here

I never put faith in myself

Someone tell me where you find the will to live

And what's the cost

I've got so many words I've yet to say

but my voice is so lost

I promise I'll hang on, I promise

I don't know for how long

I don't know how long

Cause I've lived the path less travelled

Laid to waste by demons, my heart has battled

I was always told to put my faith in a God I haven't seen

One that's never been there for me

I never put faith in myself, but God isn't here

I don't think I'll ever trust myself

but I've weighed my options, it's all I've got

And I'll make it somehow

No thanks to you, no thanks to you

I don't think I'll ever trust myself, but it's all I've got

God isn't here