This distance is persistently drilling

I proceed to push away all that has ever

been gifted and the wishes are spilling

I can see my presence fading out and only

if I listened I could fix this incision

Draw the pain away and drown everything in

my existence just to rinse this revision

Feeding into what's been eating at me

I must seem to miss this more than bliss

Is it killing all that's left alive inside?

I feel like this isn't living

Will you listen or fill it up with something that's above

The constant plagues that keep on

Haunting me, following

Calling me to the offering underground

I can breathe, I can see

Weakened, defiled, and faltering

The fucking taste is hollowing

Causing me constant destruction

Carnage seeps into the veins of hostile fiends

Fostering all of this hatred

harboring within decrepit carcasses

Cold as this coffin constructed from my sins

It feeds infections under skin

Thick and thin

Wearing me into lifelessness, I feel the friction

Tear at limbs, broken hymns

Pray for me and all my friends

Waste away as I did

I can see I'm here again

Giving up

Visions tend to make my decisions

leading me astray and leaving me with lack of ambition

In an instance, I'm hidden underneath

It just repeats and rips a piece from my soul

And still

There's no fucking angel here, only fear

Testing my senses

I adhere to the clenching grip

I hear only tears falling in fashion

Death appears in my shadow

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

Tempting me, testing me

Clenching teeth, severing

In the end

Hands filled with hatred, so cold

No one left to sing to

I don't care at all