I rushed as fast as I could to see the shell of

the boy I raised laying helpless on this bed

Tubes racing in every direction holding the

chemicals of life that you seem to lack on your own

As a concerned parent it's now

apparent you were a troubled mind

Tell me where did I go wrong when I raised you?

Was it the over-affection or the willingness to listen?

I've put nothing but the best in front of you

and this is what you put in front of me

I'm sorry, my mind is running in circles

as my legacy lays in front of me in broken piеces

I've tried collеcting my thoughts

I've tried reaching to the god I know you don't

believe in with hopes he'll finally change your mind

Tell me where did I go wrong when I raised you?

Was it the over-affection or the willingness to listen?

I've put nothing but the best in front of you

and this is what you put in front of me

If only you could hear my voice

and know the pain you brought to me

I sit here alone and think "No

mother should watch her child die"

But I'll say your apology just to hear "I'm sorry"

And I'll say "It's quite okay

we all make mistakes sometimes"

Thinking through these months where I never heard from you

How much pain were you going through?

How many times did you scream for help?

I tried to call, I tried to be there

I just wanted to show I still care

Now look at you (Now look at you)

I just wish, I could set you free!