I guess apathy has won

I left a blemish on my head from pushing a gun

The lowness never leaves

Let me be in my bullshit

I just want to leave

I don't fucking enjoy this

Life

Lost the count of qualms that I hold from my friends

I don't want to call

I don't want to concern them

I know that I'm wrong

I don't fucking deserve them

Agony, agony follow me

Look at my indiscretions

Pull apart the pieces that resemble my peace with

All of that has gone

All my love has aborted

I know that I'm flawed

I won't ever be perfect

God ignored him

I wish for death 'cause I feel like a burden

Every time my mind is left alone I desert it

I pray to God but I mustn't be important enough

God has gone

Isolating me, I succumb

I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions

Forcing empathy as we must

Confessing my grief, nothing helps

Isolating me, I succumb

I see everything falling apart as abysmal distortions

Forcing empathy as we must

Confessing my grief, nothing helps

Isolating me, I succumb