Fuck what you seem to recall

Go back to sleep

Ill intentions call me by my first name

Honesty's deported, everything's unsorted

I can't pretend anything's on course, I fail myself

Looking back, I forced this on myself

Remorse is all that I have kept

despite the corpses in my mind

I just suspend

Still withering in this ruin

I forgot to mention that

I've lost interest in rebuilding peace

All false idols never know

The cost of what you do

You'll always just be full of fucking shit

By a thread, I'm still suspending up

I just wonder, am I moving on?

Still, I'm suspending on the chord

I should have cut before

With all of my defiling traits I showed to all of the world

Wishing I could curse this off one someone worse

I wonder if I'll end up as the first to parish all

For nothing but this

I'm crippled with this

Sense of regret

Time after time, I just can't fucking stress enough

That the blood in me boiled

I fought it off, following nothing, I felt the cut

Don't you fucking forget it you cunt

Gasping for air but it won't fill my fucking lungs

Still, I won't beg for abetment

Failing to learn, failing to express myself

You just watch off in the background